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Rant
Oct 26, 2017 19:47:48 GMT -5
Post by Rainstar on Oct 26, 2017 19:47:48 GMT -5
I am done with my guardian, my grandmother. I wish everything was normal and I stayed with my dad, like a normal family dynamic, but no. Life has to screw me over. My grandmom is this super religious person and she thinks I am in her religion, since I'm forced to go to church with her. A couple days ago, I found out that I was demi-homoromantic and I am scared to come out to anyone, because I'm frightened it will come to her and she'll hate me forever. I can't stay with my dad, because 1, he lives in my grandmom's house and that would be pointless, and 2, even if he lived somewhere else, legal issues get in the way. For those wondering why I can't stay with my mom, is because she died in March, due to drug overdose. Ever since then I have become more depressed. I've had therapy, but it seems not to be helping. I just want to talk to someone who isn't related to me or in my IRL friend circle. (my friends are great, but I'm frightened that they might accidently say something to my grandmom.) I don't know what to do and how to escape my grandmom's religion. I just thought that I'll wait 5 more years until I go to college and not say anything, but I know that won't work.
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